Here is my attempt at understanding what's going on here
When the demon Ummnu provokes Murrumur and she poses the question "How can the end be already in the middle of the beginning". The answer is that being is becoming; the end IS the beginning (which on a circle is the middle). Being is also selection, and so Ummnu, Murrumur, Katak, and Oddubb which moves through the time circuit. There are two returns/affirmations which interact. The great eternal return of the cosmic period (the time circuit), smaller return which takes the cosmic period as its object. In a second sense, that which is capable of taking the cosmic period as its object, we also have the will to power considered as the great ring which is affirmed by an inner loving reflection that affirms its own difference.
Ummnu, and internal reflection to Murrumur, selects for the end and brings its message to Murrumurr [9::8] (half hidden in the depths of Murrumur [8::1] and half hidden deeper still) is unknown to Katak and Oddubb -- [5::4] and [7::2] respectively. Katak knows only becoming as being, only being as rushing around the time circuit, Katak selects for destructive force and action, things have simply always been happening. She hears the riddle and rushes off to her lair: that is she patrols Time again (for the first time, as every cycle is different, every "again" is the first), and becomes ever more certain things don't change. Oddubb forgets even her forgetting, until it's entirely uncertain that there was ever anything to be certain about. Oddubb selects for forgetting to make room to take action. Murrumurr is selection of withdrawal and contemplation and can never forget enough to come to a conclusion that would lead to action. Murrumur (always deep in contemplation) can't forget, and so cannot cast off the question. She may figure it out, but then again -- since it has already been so long -- maybe she never will. All three together make up the transmutation of the great cosmic period. contemplation -> forgetting -> action -> contemplation
I find your analysis interesting, if I'm understanding it right then I could say that the inner loop reflects the outer loop in a loving, affirming way– also the elements of the outer cosmic loop that are reflected (selected) by the inner constitute one's being. Would it be correct to say that selection is being, and that being is selection?
I'm still working out exactly how the lemurs mentioned play into this. Are these smaller inner loops making up the homonculus loop?
What does this mean for you in your life right now? that is, given that this is your view, how does it affect the things you do and the way you see things?
>I find your analysis interesting, if I'm understanding it right then I could say that the inner loop reflects the outer loop in a loving, affirming way– also the elements of the outer cosmic loop that are reflected (selected) by the inner constitute one's being. Would it be correct to say that selection is being, and that being is selection?
The inner loop is self reflection, but self reflection is itself a mirror process of outward looking apprehension. So there are three or four loops depending on whether you consider the inner loop when regarding the cosmic period as its own loop comprised of two loops or whether those two loops are something different when considered in regard to the cosmic period. I'm not sure I understand how you are using reflected as selected here because the loops aren't selecting for each other exactly. The outer loop is reflected in and affirmed by the inner loop. Being is selection because being is becoming, in that what returns to being is what was selected for; the reactive force strong enough to return and be transmuted into active force. Loving and affirming is correct though.
>I'm still working out exactly how the lemurs mentioned play into this. Are these smaller inner loops making up the homunculus loop?
I'm not completely sure what you mean by this. they are made up of two or three loops as I understand it, yes.
>What does this mean for you in your life right now? that is, given that this is your view, how does it affect the things you do and the way you see things?
that i need to work harder and write more clearly and get on the same page as people im working with
Just think it might be worth mentioning that Katak has a right that travels around the circuit.
'418725' and had been likened the uroboros that you have depicted there. i.e. chasing her own tail. She's also the only sysygetic lemur that has a right that takes them anywhere besides between their pair, what a cutie.