Being crazy can be fun, but at what point does this cross the line?
right about there.
When you tell people you love them and you haven't met them in person, most definitely. You knew better. Just because they see inside your head doesn't mean they know that's what they saw. Weirdo. Go get good. Maybe then you'll be forgiven.
This but as revenge
are you crazy for a reason?
Please stop throwing rocks at your friends. Please start to work on controlling your emotions. Even if she feels the same way, those feelings aren't going to be what makes the difference. What's going to make the difference is you putting the work in on yourself. That's it. That's the only real salvation. Please appreciate how much has been done for you. Please. Even if she doesn't end up liking you. Even if you die in the river. You have to work on yourself and how you relate to people. Learn to sit with your feelings and become less volatile. You have to. You have to.
When everything means so much but none of it makes sense to you
When you're day drinking blue moon cross faded on gorilla glue
When you're scared it's a trick any time someone is being nice to you
When it involves numbers, wire taps, water/beer, eating, kdeath